Heart surgery

So last week we found out Tre will be having his 4th open heart surgery in December.. At first it was a shock and i cried a lot. But i knew this was coming but i guess i was expecting it for next year not this year. Many people keep asking how i am.. I am doing a lot better i just have a lot to do before his surgery. This is the first surgery where we have 4 kids and a puppy. Thank God a friend is going to keep Tre's puppy which tre is upset about but i keep telling him she will be back as soon as he comes home. We also had to arrange with the school for at home tutoring and child care for 2 of the three kids cause the baby has to come with us. As a heart mom we are strong but we do have our moments when we need to cry or a hug. It's not that i am weak it is just that i am human. There also time when we have to pray for strength and try not to let our kids see us crying so they don't worry..